Bootsie Boy always knows when I'm struggling extra hard and gets adamant about #snuggles. He's been here a couple hours now. I have a 1st appointment with a new doctor an hour away tomorrow, and my #medicalptsd and #anxiety made it so hard to focus and not breakdown crying earlier that it took me three attempts to finally pull out the records I need to take, and it's still probably incomplete. I don't feel prepared mentally, emotionally, physically, or logistically for this, and I'm terrified of having to defend myself or advocate for my needs with another ignorant, arrogant, and dismissive doctor. So, tonight, Nana came and took Kasey Doggie for a sleepover while Hubby's at a Cubs game with his dad, and I'm soaking up all the #purrtherapy I can get. As soon as Booger here wakes up, I'll be finishing the Gigi's from the other day, too.
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